About the daily heartbreak
Of the countless nights of restlessness
Of the discomfort
Of the hurt
Of The scars inside & the mountains of pain burrowed beneath my skin
About the endless flow of tears
Or the days of numbness
If only you could feel the utter loneliness and disappointment
Maybe then you’d understand how I feel or why I am how I am.
But you will never experience this and you will never understand
And neither will they
And they will continue to assume and talk
But they will never know.
and they will never try to understand